finally! :) h*** week's almost over! there's only one thing left to do - the god of small things synthesis paper.. :) we're actually supposed to pass our drafts tomorrow.. i havent started with mine coz im still thinking as to what topic id use.. havent decided whether id go with the boundaries of the twins or something else.. :p

let's see.. a lot of things is going on in my mind as of the moment hehe.. :) well.. i applied as an officer for BECS (business and economics convention) and fortunately, i was accepted although positions would be announced on the 3rd of april.. hmm.. im happy and yet confused.. im not sure if what org i would prioritize more - mafia or becs? hay.. guess my joke wouldnt be a joke after all about my being active in mafia.. oh well.. but in any case, id still do my best to be participative in both orgs.. :) BECS would be a new challenge for me.. im not familiar with the officers in that org but im glad that i know a few such as stacy, ricky and gen.. im hoping to gain new friends.. :) as for my beloved mafia, im looking forward on LPEP.. :) sayang, i wouldnt be able to join the mafia get-together party on the 7th and 8th in nueva ecija.. if only we didnt have finals on that day... :( there's always a next time, right? :p

im so glad we were able to successfully finish and pass our group projects and critiques considering that we did them a day before haha! talk about cramming! :) aside from the slack time we had, we were bombarded with lots of stuff for org activities as well.. it was tiring yet fun.. :) i was able to gain yet another set of friends like ellen (bonding session inside her pajero) and paul (bangager! haha! i never imagined id get to know this guy better hehe).. hay.. this term sure was something.. as in really "something" - full of unforgettable moments and memories that would linger on my mind and in my heart forever (yikes! corny haha).. :) 

signs.. they are everywhere! as in everywhere! :) in the streets, radio stations, cars, my "mom", computers, school, etc.! hay.. what could these signs mean? im so confused.. it always happen that it appears whenever i ask for it so im not sure if it's just a coincidence or an answer to my question.. oh well.. so confused.. as ever.. :p

ok, what's next? hmmm... ahh i know hehe.. i realized something about myself and to the way i treat other people.. ive this tendency to be sweet to others especially if im comfortable with them or if im in this "makulit na bangager" mode, which is why i think they sometimes misinterpret my actions.. :( im sorry.. hay.. as much as possible, im not comfortable giving cold/silent treatments to others but i just cant help it at times.. im sorry.. i guess im not ok with the idea that they've other agenda other than being my friend.. :( i tend to be ilag/ilang to them even if im trying my best not to.. hay.. so sorry.. :(

hay.. life.. why do we unintentionally hurt the ones who care for us? so sad.. things can definitely change in a day.. ha? sorry im not making any sense "again" at all haha.. :) guess this would be enough for now.. ta-ta! :) God bless everyone! take care! :)

advanced happy birthday to maricris melisse baylon and manny tomorrow! :)